Spittin' Image
the biological father

Spittin' Image is a work in progress. Through image and text, it investigates the experience of being adopted by making inquiries into the nature of biological relationships -- specifically those of father and son. It is also concerned with the nature of masculinity and is a meditation on the aging male body.

I've never met anyone to whom I am directly related. I don't know what it means to look at another and see a reflected gesture or the blue of my eye gazing back. I'm told it doesn't matter, yet, everyday I'm confronted with our culture's fixation on family. Approaching a new mother, the question inevitably arises: which side does she favor? I'm left exasperated. Why does it matter so? Politics are fueled by xenophobia based in archaic notions of blood clan and ethnicity. I listen as others valorize their ethnicity and sit quietly -- without specific history -- not knowing whose side to take, expected to choose a side. As they age, friends bemoan the ways they're becoming more like their parents. I grow progressively less like mine. My gestures don't relate to theirs; I don't look like them. My opinions, choices, my very way of being, are counter-intuitive to their journey. We're told that blood is thicker than water. How is one to live if one has only water?

This is an effort to understand.






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Seven Candles (twenty-four), 1973

Rumpus, 1988

Ghost Town, 1972

Boys Room (the world is flat), 1983

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Wistful Boy (new kitchen), 1979

Turning a Corner (raised by wolves), 1986

Brushing (before coffee), 1985

Arms Akimbo (the activists), 1990
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Formal Portrait (the coffee drinkers), 2006

The Return, 1985

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work in progress

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50 cent Rocks (dollar shots), 1987

King of His Castle (the dauphin), 1973

The Sleeping Boy (fever dreams), 1968

The Sleeping Boy (morning comes early), 1971

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The Boy Mistook for a Girl (he's a super boy), 1976

     

All images are oil on wood panel, 48 x 60 inches, copyright 2007-2008, Pete Hocking